Sunday, September 07, 2008

Are we there yet?

I am so ready for this to be over. I wish I would just start bleeding and be done with this whole process. I'm over waiting, I'm over wondering what's wrong, I'm over being terrified of another ectopic, I'm over indulging myself in moments of self-blame, I'm over telling myself I should've gotten my tubes tied when I wanted it done, I'm just so totally over it all.

I hope I get an ultrasound tomorrow. Something is wrong. I know something's wrong.

11 comments:

HEATHER said...

I will pray for you tonight and tomorrow too!

Jo said...

I have no words that will help. I understand, but that doesn't do any good.

So BIG BIG BIG HUGS!1!!!

Will continue to pray!

Aidan's mom said...

So sorry Stacey! I will be thinking of you!

Hugs!

From the Doghouse said...

Wish there was something we could do to help.

Watercolor said...

hugs sweetie. You are in my thoughts.

clstigger said...

Prayers for you.

Deanna said...

So sorry.

Vivienne Milan said...

waiting with baited breath and hoping for the best.
:)

Watercolor said...

You are so in my thoughts today.

Melinda said...

Sending you all my best thoughts. I'm so sorry you're going through this.

Sharon said...

All my thoughts & sympathies for you, Stacey.
Waiting is torture. I'm so sorry.