I am so ready for this to be over. I wish I would just start bleeding and be done with this whole process. I'm over waiting, I'm over wondering what's wrong, I'm over being terrified of another ectopic, I'm over indulging myself in moments of self-blame, I'm over telling myself I should've gotten my tubes tied when I wanted it done, I'm just so totally over it all.
I hope I get an ultrasound tomorrow. Something is wrong. I know something's wrong.
4 weeks ago