Monday, May 07, 2007

Grrrrrrrrrr

Drew will be out of town from May 13th-26th, June 3rd-10th, and June 17th-30th. He's going to be gone for Ace's birthday, and Mother's Day, and Father's Day. He's trying to get out of missing Ace's birthday, but still, he's going to be gone 5 out of 7 weeks.

This sucks. It sucks for Drew because he really loves Ace, and is a really good father, but for 5 weeks, his only contact with his son will be via webcam. Not being near Ace every day is going to break his heart - it's going to be really, really hard on him. It sucks for Ace because he loves his dad so much. I know he won't be especially conscious of the whole thing, but I know he'll miss his dad. It sucks for me because there are many days that Drew gets home and I have to drown my sorrows in tequila walk away from the kid for a few minutes. My mom said she'd help out as much as she could, but she's really busy with work and I feel bad asking her to watch Ace for me.

It sucks because he gets to go to California and I don't.

Single moms rock my world. I really, really don't see how y'all do it. I am straight up dreading this. I know it makes me sound like a crap mother, but seriously. I love staying at home with Ace and wouldn't have it any other way, but the thought of not having some escape for a few minutes is really daunting right now. I think I'm going to go out every night this week. Any of my friends with kids, be prepared, I'll be at your house pretty frequently for "play dates."

I'm such a whiner. My mom did this for YEARS, I don't know why I'm dreading it so much.

5 comments:

Regan said...

Is he going to be near us in CA?

Unknown said...

How close do you consider L.A. to San Francisco?

Regan said...

That's spittin' distance.

EAB said...

Oh, that is really going to be a tough one. I was more-or-less a single mom for several weeks back last fall, when G was leaving before the girls woke up and coming home well after bedtime. We would see him a little bit on the weekends, and occasionally for lunch, but other than that, I was on my own. He missed them horribly, and I missed him pretty badly by the end of it, especially during the evening fussy time.

If this is a work trip, any chance you could talk his employer into flying him home on weekends, or even flying the two of you out there to visit him?

And heck yes, we will have us some playdates!

fwapah said...

sounds like you need a nanny.. ahem.