Serious post alert

On this day 12 years ago, my aunt got very drunk and very depressed and chose to end her own life. For about 5 years, I blamed myself - but so did a lot of other people, for a lot of different reasons. That feeling ain't easy for a teenager, folks. Every year I dread this date for about a month or two, but I didn't actually remember it this year until 2 days ago, so I guess I'm getting over it or something. Anyway, I'm not going to mope today at all about it, just remember my aunt a little bit and pray for all the people her death affected.

If you feel that your life has gotten out of control in any way, shape, or form, please seek professional help. There is absolutely nothing wrong with seeking professional help - in fact, it makes you considerably stronger and more able to deal with the problems you face. Seeking the help you need doesn't make you weaker or less of a man/woman. It's your best defense against losing control.

If you feel that you have a problem with alcohol or if you are developing any level of dependence on it at all, please look at this website. There is help out there, your life doesn't have to be uncontrollable.